I am unable to explain myself lately.
Which is odd for an
obsessive
manic depressive
overly expressive
artist wannabe.
Who would want to be me?
Self harming
It is alarming
to see someone
continually hurt me.
Please stop.
I stab the vein again.
The pain flashes red.
Pull back and plunge
into being numb .
I sit back and relax.
I’m High.
