It is Raining in The Desert Today

It is raining in the desert today.

It is raining in the desert today.

I guess

what I’m trying to say

is pain like that

don’t evaporate

with dinner

hugs and stiff drinks.

I needed you.

You were nowhere to be found.

All you do is let me down.

It is raining in the desert today.

It is raining in the desert today.

I guess what I’m trying to say is

you make me not okay.

You expect to show up

at my door

us shake hands

and that shit

not mean shit anymore?

It is raining in the desert today

and I guess what I’m trying to say is

I’m glad

that I ran away.

I hope it hurt

when i left you

because it hurt like hell

when you left too.

It is raining in the desert today.

It is raining in the desert today.

Oh and by the way,

I pray for you every time I pray.

Now,

I only

pray for rain

and It’s raining in the desert today.

It is raining in the desert today.

It is raining in the desert today.

I’m someone you never knew.

I’m a better version of you.

It’s raining in the desert today.

I guess what I’m trying to say is

Thank You.

The thunder booms.